You Really Make Me Confused

Today I feel very upset, really upset. Why I always think of someone who has obviously I can not have. I tried to forget. because to be honest, I often dream, imagine, until it seemed there was no time for myself. I also have tried to read his eyes and knew what he was feeling, but I can not, I really like so I could not focus his eyes. I can not look at him, autism! I now can only hope that he knows what I feel, and I can find out what he felt. At least it was enough to make me calm. I love you, prayer beads.

YOU DON'T KNOW MORE

You don't know what I fell now. Is that right or bad? You don't know more. You always in beside her. You always, you know! I'm very sad to know about it. Firstly, I fell great to loving you again. But, know I don't know what can I do in the next to you. You are so special in my eyes. But me, I don't have one great side also in your eyes. Thanks baby. I love you.

Thanks God

Today, I feel so excited. How not? I get the good news for my life. I entrance and success to go to Final Mathematics Competition in 70 SHS. You know what? With it, I can to raise up my another side that can be see. And it all because of my LOVELY. Yes, without my love. I can get it. Thanks very much my Love. You are the best ever after. You are my Love in world and heaven. You are the God that I so love. You are my Love and my God. And you make me shine in my life. Thanks God. I Love You.